Friday, August 24, 2007
happy, more than just happy
well, i've gotten back a-maths, and apparently i've gotten a A2 for that. i am super delighted. i went to hug miss ong when i saw the result.
it all happened like this.....
miss ong was giving out the papers during a-maths. before that, i asked miss ong in the morning how i did for the a-maths, she say she couldn't remember and i was like "this time i am surely dead". and then when xinglin when to take the paper, i followed up. and then i asked her, did i make it. she kind of paused for a little while, so i was thinking that i might realli had done badly. then she said, i think u've got a A2. but i wasnt actually listening until when i hold on to my paper at stare at the score. i was like jumping up and down and i went to hug miss ong. haha.
i know that was.... but i was really happy at that moment. but the thing is that now i am scared. super scared. i am very afraid that after i've obtained this kind of score, how am i going to maintain? i dun like this seriously, i think i am pretty incapable of keeping my results up. i just hope that end of year i do not drop too much. wad i actually is very afraid of is that since now i did well, i do not want myself to be too obssesed with scores. i dun wan to kind of give myself so much pressure and think about results all the time. and anyway, i dun think that much abt it la.
so wad i guess i will do is to continue wad i use to do, and when end of year comes, i just wanna to be prepare. i dun wanna even care abt whether i score well anot. i just hope that i can put in all my efforts in preparation works and the rest of the things i will let it happen by natural :)
i love schooldays :)
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